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Friday, October 15, 2010

Back with Curiousity

im back! after a very very long 'war'

with peacefully happily and free-ly!
just dont let myself to think of the pmr result, but to ENJOY!
with friends, family, and anyone i could

after been going for these days, i realize that
life, is actually an easy stuff,
however, living in this life ain't a small job
if u r asked to live, u wont be living alone
u will tolerate with family, friends, lover, and the society
and the most important thing we should have in ourself is
a good attitude
i know everyone isnt perfect, including me
i realize that, im a very very stupid people!
i dont know the skill to live, the way to face n settle problem
i did many mistake in my life since the day i borned and the days i had passed along 15 and almost 16 years..
human beings, they would deal with many many aspects,
but when they did mistake, they tend to not realize it
and they then continue doing it
people beside them are the one who can correct them from their mistake
tell them, expose them to the way they should go
and i know it is a cruel thing to know the reality
it is hurt as well
but if once u have been corrected,
you will realize that,
ur life is getting more wonderful!

im now here, to express my feeling
i doubt, i think a lot, i think of how ppl think abt u
i think of my mistakes, i think of my attitude,
i think of my perception
and finally i know, i still very far away from being a good person, not to say perfect as no one is perfect except our god
im sorry, since the day i know all of u,
i apologize for the words i offended any of you
for my actions, my way

im sorry too,
if i ever hurt you all or talk bad about you all
no matter it is a public topics or a secret for me
im just here to say sorry

i hope god ll guide me to be a better person who get near to the term of : perfect
and do love and appreciate anyone with you as life is not judge-able
we must be happy to live although our life is unhappy one

love you all always!

*Jane23*





Thursday, October 14, 2010

两个世界

我不像你们那样,
吃喜欢的
穿喜欢的
做喜欢的

我终于知道不能轻易看待你们了
我实在是让人觉得我是高傲的
是因为我少说话,喜欢做我自己的东西那就代表骄傲了吗?
你有没有搞错?
原来要一直开玩笑,脸一直带着笑容才是谦虚么?!


x~x~x~x~x~x~x~x


我终于明白一切了
你会跌进他的情圈里是不出奇
但是我希望我们之间不会因为外人而搞扎了
也不希望我们会有忧愁

你是大方的,
慷慨的你我希望你会了解,
不要让着件事再影响你
不要管他跟谁在那里
我知道你一定办到的
你一定要坚持你的决定。


x~x~x~x~x~x~x~x


是时候放弃了
一切都难以补救了
虽然很想让你知道你理解是错的
但是我已经放弃了
就让你误解吧
一切就顺其自然
终有一天你会了解的

我不让你阻挡我的路了
我从路旁擦过你就走了,不回头
有时候不一定石在,火种就不会绝的
不一定坚持会有转变
不一定努力就会成功
不一定实践就有收获
我不再慢下脚步


tis sentence i heard it frm a TV show, i think its quite meaningful::

[爱不是用物品满足的,是要让那个人内心感到开心]


YinG~21#

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

暗隐

我怎么总是觉得你的行动与我息息相关?我究竟是对还是错?很矛盾。
我不懂要怎么形容,当我做不完,你说那些话;当我做错了,你又说了那些话。
虽然你没有帮我,我总有一种灵感,一种不是你不想帮,而是帮不了的感觉。
我知道你是有情动物,情意深。
每一只小鸡你都会看顾,何况是从养大的小鸡呢?
我就常用着一句安慰自己。

心里有点不适,烦乱,对着件事从未看轻。我永远会记得的。
我请求上天完成我的心愿。
但它并没有实现,但也不是完全没有被实现,可说是五十五十吧。
也许上天同情可怜我。
第一次打击使我心情不定,坐立不安。
再来第二第三次,最后我被打击哭了。
我决定退出,我认输了。

心中缈小的悔恨最终灭不了。
可我今天学会了镇定,我终于成功了。
虽然是在最后一刻才办到,那也算是成功了!


YinG~21#

Shoo PMR!

Hoooooooooooooray!!
PMR is GONE!
yeah!
everybody giv me 5!!!

im sure everybody waited 4 tis moment impatiently, eagerly, hardly......
hahah
and now,
its all over!

we can have a gud rest ady,
can relax ady,
can play ady
there's FREEDOM now! wahahaha

b4 tis we sacrifice alot for exam..
especially i m sure everyone of us sacrifice an important thing --- sleeping time!
m i right?

now let us get bac our sweet sleeping time..
let us do wat we cant do b4 tis...

ah peh u go wash face properly & clean ur earrings ar
manda u go sleep whole day ba
jane u can take gud care of ur face & sleep ady
mx + chai + peh, sdo!!
hahahahahahah

kay la
have a great time!
appreciate ur free time now,
its not always there for u
use it wisely!

Im here 2 say: GOODBYE PMR!

YinG~21#
(BG125K023)

Thursday, September 23, 2010

给你的一封信

你.......
可以不用那种眼神看我么?
我真的很不喜欢..被你看不起我可以理解..我的学业的确不比你好..某些方面也比不过你..但你也不用这样啊..我现在真的感受到qney当时的心情..换成是你,你会好受么?我知道你妈以经开始不喜欢我了..我也不知原因是什么..你妈妈一定一直在劝你不要跟我那么接近吧?..当普通朋友就好..你知不知道你妈的眼神以经在暗示我..我很难受.我不知应该怎样面对她..
以后我不会经常去你家陪你..尽量避免看到你的家人..因为除了这些,我不懂我还能做什么来消除你们对我的讨厌..
我对我自己说过我一定会做到,我不会让你们影响我开朗的心情,也不会让这件事情变成我的烦恼..

Sunday, September 12, 2010

Bored-est

Bored bored bored.....
tis hols really...
boredest
stresstest
no fun!

Study
study
study
n study!!
arghhh....

faster get it over!
like jane said "wings coming out ady"
hahahah

PMR shoo shoo!

YinG~21#

waiting-to-do list

After pmr...
very BUSY too! xD
wana do many things..
here is my list ::

cut hair
take up dancing
bac 2 piano
go gai gai
go genting
watch tv whenever i want
on9 whenever i like
play wherever i could
spent time wit frens
go frens hse
watch movie (catch up wat i've not seen) xp
cinema
go on holiday if can
have party-celebrate! (if got)

wahahahahahaha...
i'm so eager
impatient d la.....
PMR faster over!
den im free
wooohoooooooo~

YinG~21#