I realise

We'r far apart frm each other..
Wat we can do if we meet?
wat we can talk about?

Whenever i start a topic..
u seems like....
doesn't care..
i talk 10 sentences n u replied only ONE...
wat i can do?
thr's ntg i can do...
N i realise i talk wrongly....
but its me.. i talk lik tis and tats me!!

If im wit him..
will u matter?
will u think im worthy?
I reserved 4 u...
when r u coming?
r u waitin 4 da right time?

I really dont know wat u're u up to....
and u doesn't wana tell..
why?
plss......
we're lik a new fren..
a really new fren tat ntg 2 talks..
tat doesn't noe each other deeply....
but actually we knew each other since we're small...

I am sure it wun be gud when i see u
bcz i noe im gonna be down
i noe im gona be searching for u everywhr
i would absolutely waiting 4 u.....

but one hope of mine
tat u would chg ur impression on tat day..
a really big hope
i hope.....

Come, come..

YinG~21#

Work together!

Hey lets we all work 2gether....
4 pmr n spm..
those who're takin pmr n spm tis year.....
including me..
huhu

I dont see exam fever..
mayb when it comes only v get tat 'fever'..
haha

Nway hav 2 start study d lor!!
i keep saying tis 2 myself but dunno y i dont work it.....
arghh~

Gudnite

YinG~21#

I mis u

I mis u!!
please dont u shed off my tears....
all tis while i hate u so much..
but now..
i mis u

I dont know y..
she's clever..
she's cute
she's small
why??

thr's no doubt tat u're wit her..
but is tat d true u?

i accept tis..
i faced it...
but y u dont?
y u act lik u didnt see me each time when i see u?
aren't we frens?
but y u act lik tat?

mayb these all is da destiny i deserve..
bcz i threat u like tat b4.....
now i understands..
now i know y....

thr's u in her blog
thr's a nice song in her blog which i dont know wat song is tat...
u're special..
u make me cry....
u make me down..
u make me think of u..
u take my attention away.....
n i noe itz all over..
im new me n u're new u....

I mis u zad...
T^T

(plz dont reveal tis) huhu
YinG~21#

Because Of You

Its all because of You

i m scare to lost a friend becoz of u

i m scare to lose in particular aspect becoz of u

i m staying in a worry condition becoz of u

i m trying to do everything attractive becoz of u

i m being annoyed becoz of u

i have lost my self-confident becoz of u

i have given myself a lot of pressure becoz of u

i have made myself so imperfect becoz of u

i faked myself instead of being the real me becoz of u

i faked my words in order to have the same thing as u becoz of u

i was crying badly becoz of u

i was pretending myself not to hurt anyone becoz of u

it is all becoz of u

y are u so oftenly make my life complicated becoz of u??

but it didnt lead me to the state of chasing u away

i just hope, u can leave me a little bit of dignity

give me a chance, please

i know u r nearly perfect although u do nt think so

i perhaps jealous of you,

but its enough when you are better in everyway than me

please

(above doesnt mention to a guy, its opposite, she had badly destroy me)

*JaneCullen*

why should i feel like this?

yoyoyo! long time never posted at here

but actually i did drop by to follow up every latest update

recently, i felt weird and abnormal

in a week, i had shed my tears for about 3 times

something about family, friends, my bro, my life

wat shall life so complicated?

and always i feel, u r so fake

u fake to gain attention, u fake to impress everyone around u

and u succeed to do so!!

argg.................................

i know i shouldnt think this way, nway u did help me a lot

and show ur sincerity

but i dunno y, when thing comes around

i juz feel to punch u!! blek!!

perhaps it is ur nature, and every1 has used to it

and like the way you act

but, i couldnt be one of them

i felt annoying, haiyaaa

how ah??

these days, i cried for many things

i miss mami, i geram at koko, i pity at papa

everything juz relief followed with my tears

i dun think it had shed off, totally

but at least, im relax a little bit more

or else i ll be mad like the 1 in TR

i think i better be a pyschologist in the future

as i can heal myself anytime whenever i am

so i wont be mad anytime i could be

time passes everyday, the day to trial and even pmr is getting freaking nearer

i m juz want to escape from this moment!

it is stressful, and no 1 could know

maybe those who r sitting 4 the exam may know

but i dont think we can share the feeling

i had came across this feeling 3 years ago i think

but it was totally diff

tat 1 was UPSR, sap sap sui laa

i think i didnt study at all

and when i was in the exam hall

it was just happy, happy and happy

i want tat for now!

plz laa..... dun press me down anymore

those unwanted and bad thinking, plz get rid from me!

shiu shiu shiu~ rain rain go away, come again another day

same to u, EXAM!

i hate you

*Jane CuLLen*

Poem

默契没了
空气中流着空虚的味道
谈得冰冷，让人颤抖
温度冻得凝结

当你看着你喜欢的人为另一个人哭泣，
你会有什么感觉?
那如果,
他其实是在为你而哭呢?


How u find it?
i copy it frm somewhere.... hehe
Quite meaningful.. =)


YinG~21#

感动天 感动地

一开始 我以为
爱本来会很容易
所以没有 经过允许
就把你放心底

直到后来有一天
你和他走在一起
我才发现 原来爱情
不是真心就可以

我感动天 感动地
怎么感动不了你
明明知道 没有结局
却还死心塌地
我感动天 感动地
怎么感动不了你
总相信爱情会有奇迹
都是我骗自己

一开始 我以为
爱本来会很容易
所以没有 经过允许
就把你放心底
直到后来有一天
你和他走在一起
我才发现 原来爱情
不是真心就可以

我感动天 感动地
怎么感动不了你
明明知道 没有结局
却还死心塌地
我感动天 感动地
怎么感动不了你
总相信爱情会有奇迹
都是我骗自己

(以为自己不再去想你
保持不被刺痛的距离
就算早已忘了我自己
却还想要知道你的消息 )

我感动天 感动地
怎么感动不了你 明明知道
没有结局 却还死心塌地
我感动天 感动地
怎么感动不了你
总相信爱情会有奇迹
都是我骗自己... ...


nice n meaningful song...
it makes me shed my tears..
its all bout u..
its all true..
each word there.....
its same, same 2 u..

Loving u is not simple..
its complicated....
till now..........


YinG~21#

bla bla bla..xD

here to thanx wen ying..
for updating me ya!
haha..
since form 3..
my life seems to be busier..
monday to friday have to go school..
tuesday somemore got piano lesson after school..
busy preparing for coming PMR exam..
and started tuition this year..
thought it will be fun at first..xD
but now..
i dont want tuition ar..
tuition grab away my weekend~!!
somemore every saturday have to wake up early and go Mcd..
study then do the same thing again at tuition centre..
from ealr 7.30am til 12.45 pm..
Gosh..mampus lo me..T_T
weekend suppose to be nice and awesome..
but now..
i hate when weekend reach..
my weekend becomes dull n boring dy..
aiyo~~~
sad sad la..
PMR fast fast go la..
then i can get my freedom back..
yoohoo~!
cant wait for it dy..haha..
imma be the craziest gal in this world~!
hahaha..
walao ye..stil go long time to go..
havent sit percubaan ady crazy til lyk tis..
seng seng har la..
go go hug n kiss ur books..
xD..
buai buai~!..>.<
haha



I WANT FREEDOM~!

SPY...
>.<





LOLX..

PRS last meeting 2010

Tdy v had our prs meeting....
they said it's da last but i think its not.. hahaha

Hmm... tdy we had meeting n activities....
got 3 games..
as usual starting hav 2 form into groups 1st....
den 1st game was string passing..
2nd was a circle
n 3rd was water balloon.... hoho

Those games v plyed b4 ady.. during other camps...
but its ok la..
diff situation n ppl got diff feel ma....... xD

n den so lucky..
my group won!! hoho
mx n manda is in my group too......
our group name is ---------- Octopus ACAP!! hahahah =D
bcuz acap is our fasi ma.. put his name lorr...
wakakaka

each of us got a pen 4 winning da games..
they said got kerjasama n ikut peraturan woo..
but u noe wat... da pen no ink wan!!!
haha
its ok lar... prize is not important..
most important is our group won n get prize ma..... hehee

hahaha...
peh u cant join us
but hope u saw my blog....
den u knw wat we did ma.. hehe
dun out dated ho~ =x

YinG~21 here =)

A different today

Please i beg u...
u dunno ur little action will affect a person so much..
u dunno u spoilt urself!

When ppl scold u.. means they care bout u.....
i thinks tat teacher's advice is truely true...
i understands tat..

dont u feel ashame?
dont u feel childish?
dont u feel u're wrong?!!

i beg u my fren...
wake up now!!
today i realise i shouldn't hav help u... bcuz when im helping u.. im destroying u....
plz..
i sacrifice 4 u all
i suffer 4 u all
im heartbroken bcuz of u all..

when i scold u,
u talk bout me..
dont u think it is hurting?
dont u think u're wrong??!
u blame others when u urself done smthing wrong....
dont u understand?
dont u think bac n c?

Plzz again
i please u all 2 think about ur action n words..
look at urself
n flash back.....

Look urself in da mirror
n start 2 change...

YinG~21#

How could it be?

How could tis be?
i was sure tat i wont accept u anymore....
but when u said u had giv up...
i had a feeling..
regret? sad? missing?
y could it be lik tis?
n u told me tat u hate me....
Omgosh..........
haiz..

U're so handsome..
U're so funny..
u're so cool..
u're good..
which 1 is better?
wat kind of person u prefer?
if peh i think she sure choose the "good" wan..... im sure!
rite peh?
u'll surely say.. ntg is more important den a good hearted person... hahaha

Washing hands at tat particular sinki...
it was my habit..
it is bcuz of u..
n now i already make it as a habit of my own....
why??
y i followed u?
i ask myself.....
mayb i like u..
bcuz u hav a qualities tat i require....

I need funny 2 make me smile or even laugh lik not a human...
but not every type of funny could do..
i dunno y 'funny' frm u is owis da funniest....
cuz mayb u're a good joker.. could be?

Handsome is owis in my mind..
it is bcuz tats d strongest attraction...
but it might not be a good person.. well it is normal....
but at least u obeyed.....
u has a quality tat is hard 2 achieve unless u could overcome physical thinking..
mayb God helps u..
but i couldn't be...
i can stop thinking of u...
but it will owis come bac 2 me..
u makes me not 2 think of u too much when u introduce 2 me a new person...
wats da matter?
too many curiousity which couldn't be solved.......

Wat m i talking about?
so blurrr...
ish ish..
dun bother me.....

continue post blog..!!

so cool liao out blog..
guys! warm it up!!!


Bbuai n nite~



YinG~21 #

SPAIN!!

hi..
1st thing i wanna ask here..
y no people post blog at here dy??
haha..
activate-kan our blog la plss..haha
yesterday was a meaningful day..
our Spain won~!
i believe all members of 38gang support S ..ain't it?
hahaha
ILYSM SPAIN
yippy~!
but something quite fish is..
2 times i watch WC..
1st time i tot cannot watch cuz tv cant connect to TV1..
then suddenly..can watch on internet..crazy til jump here jump there..
2nd time watch..final..
the computer suddenly got proble..i tot cannot watch again..
very very disapointed.. ..
who knows..
again..can watch o!XD..walao eh..xDhahahahahhaah!!!!
lucky lucky!!
erm..anyway..
final match was out of my expection..
it's not that nice at all..
it doesnt looks lyk a football match..but like fighting!XD
holland keep cheating..
haha..but stil im very very very very very very very EAAPPYYY~!!!
tat SPAIN won~!!haha

SPY
gratz gratz..haha let me laugh..hahahahahahahaaXD