Lonely?

it was a bad bad day for me, yesterday morning

after receiving the bad 'news'

i made a call to rachel,

she consoled me, she suggested ideAs for me

she made me feel better and warm

thx my deaR

from the different aspect, i cursed You..

im sorry for doing that

maybe it is the consequence of being passing the 'news'

it had been added, some 'salts' and 'vinegar' parhaps

i said, i hate you!

but i didnt mean it now

anyway, im wondering, why you should have do something like this?

it will never be any lost in you if u never opened up ur mouth and tell

and at last, the fact was fake!

just like what had happened in 2 years ago.

how could u feel if people blame you yet nothing u have done?

maybe i did say something like tat, but i never said wat u have told

and this morning, daddy n bro woke me up

they said, the piano is sending here soon

wake up!

hmm.. i didnt feel anything instead of being happy until jumping all the way round

when they sent my old piano away, i felt sad, i felt crying

old one gone, and the new one came

although it is much more better than the old one

but still, i havent have feeling with it

when i played it, i did a lot of mistakes

including on the song i have familiar with

maybe the feeling have to be fostered

and, i feel like crying

after listening to ur words

i told papa, i will try my best to succeed, and

try not to dissapoint him

he replied, its okay la jane, papa love u ma

he asked me dont need to think too much

he already fulfilled my n his own demand

and he is now satisfied! nothing to be worried about

thank u papa! i love you! i love you from my deep heart core

until the end of my life, until the end of this world

after that, papa gave me a call

he told me, xi tian attended her 1st piano class 2day

and when she got home, she saw somebody carrying something into her hse

wondering wat was it

she was shocked and happy when she saw she own a piano!

haha im happy for that! and i realized

giving is happier than receiving ! =)

no wonder papa is so happy, because he haD given me a piano!

no matter how, i will work hard on it and make the decision worth!

LOVE YOU!

HJane-Khoo <3

Deepavali + funfair outing

2day is deepavali!! =D
thamai ajak go her house
we go her hse eat tosei n chit chat + take photo
after tat we go bac 2 jane's hse
sit awhile
den walk 2 azril's hse
phew~ imagine, we went 2 3 houses in a day!
hahahah

At nite,
me, jane, nik & azril went 2 fun fair
we saw amirul zafry, his sis n bro there
oh ya, n nik's bro too...

we played bumper car, the boat n the "turn turn" hahahah
da boat was quite scary... cuz 1st time sitting dat
n da turn turn was very....................dizzy!
i feel alright when turning
but after coming down 4 awhile, starting 2 dizzy
abit wana vomit
haiz~

but it was fun today,
i shouted so loud when plyin boat
paiseh~ haahah
but it was really a great way 2 release stress!
especially after pmr xp


Fun day
YinG~21#

YOU

Thinkin of it,
i feel impossible
i feel shock
i feel miserable as well

Actually,
im not da only one who threat u well
dont u feel tat thr's many out there who cares abt u?

Anyway,
i feel happy tat u find me when u're down
though we're not close enuf
though we meet only twice
n though we chat only several times

I tried 2 console u
i dunno whether it works 4 u
but its all my best
i wish i could help u
i hope u knew it

U're cute, adorable n funny
u had a gud impression in me,
since da 1st time we met
i feel curious when i see u there alone
why u are owis alone?
i wanted 2 ask....

I hope i doesnt fall 4 u duh~

[ur life was not wonderful becuz of my late existance,
now, im here to solve ur probs ]

-falling 4 eu-
YinG~21#

BBQ 3/11/2010

BBQ at rachel's hse ytd..
got pn tai, jane, manda, rachel, crystal, vivien, ys, yx, ah chai, li ting (chel's sis), jon, lam, kenny, andrew, n more fren i x kenal....
sorry if i missed out anybody.. too many xD

quite fun..
ate alot of food....
chic wing, balls, sausage, snacks, jelly.........

but 1 most important part..
when we play true/dare...
its not so nice
some of us even cried.. ( ys, ah chai, mx )
sorry i say out let u all feel paiseh... hehee

yun shin asked me 1 ques when i chose TRUE
da ques is ::
who gave u tat keychain n why u wana received it?
of cuz hav 2 say da truth wan la rite?
so i said it
but now
i feel regret
i shud not had said "tat" name since i can say nickname!!
ishh.. i didnt thought of dat ma.. haiz~
n i accepted tat keychain cuz it juz left there..
how can i return?
hehe

n i think after tat ys asked me 1 more,
did u like him b4?
n i said...
last time
means.. got b4 lor?
ishh! stupid la me
wat la
tat one is additional ques ar?
not neccessary have 2 answer summore de wor.....
y i go n answer?
i can reject tat ques!! aiya!
u see i really s2upid =(

when she asked me,
n b4 i answer her ques...
i was about 2 cry
but i was able 2 overcome it from falling
haiz
but i really dunno y i wana cry
not bcuz of wat u all thinking ar...
mayb cuz i dun wana answer

got tcher leh..
aiyoo~
suan liao lor..
dunwan say aso say liao lor
dunwan they noe aso noe liao lor
wat 2 do?!
let it as a medium tat pull us closer ba~

Enjoy~
YinG~21#

lol..

today stay at home quite boring..

hmph~but when morning i suddenly thinked about this year's merentas desa..

actually i think myself with smktd2 have quite alot of fate der..

things happen til very accurate..

ngam2 daddy suddenly went oversea n i had to change school from segar to smktd2..

suppose to change school to segar when f3 but segar was full n mummy made final decision to let me stay..

isn't it becuz of fate?fate bring everyone of 38gang into my life..

see..like merentas desa n orientation..

i actually couldnt join these activities de..

but God makes me meet 38gang..

and you all really helped me alot..

erm..thx chai for fetch me to bus stop almost everday..

thx mx for let me have a place to wait my mum..^^

thx jane for everytime when i had problem of transport or anything else..

she will be the first one hu stand out and offers me to stay at her house..

thx for rachel too..she offer to let me overynight at her house too..

thx manda for tat time she offer me to wait at her shop..

thx for wy..sometimes she's the one who can make me laugh..xDespecially moral period..issit?xD

thx for yun shin..for owiz beat me n willing to listen to me n make me laugh too..>

n thx for yi xin for willing to help me n all of us when we're facin trouble in our studies~

without you all i dont noe how to have such a memory full of happiness~~xD

i feel grateful~!

THANK YOU 38GANG!!

_________________________________________________________________

back to today..after i thinked alot of this nonsense but meaningful things..

oh ya~!merentas desa..!!

den i suddenly feel wanna exercise..

i ran the whole house..

erm..20minutes got gua..

haha~~and soooo long time i dint reli exercise dy..n sweat so much dy..

so shuang ~!..haha..

hope next year i can join merentas desa n orientation again la..

and alot alot of activities!!!!hmph~

38gang reli made alot of activities dy..if want me count out..u all will read til zZZZ xDhaha!!

and sorry that i couldnt make it there to the bbq party tmr..

nvm~~i believe our fate wont stop at here..

stil got many chances 1..

u all enjoy ya!!^^..

haha kla..long post..bubye!!xD love ya ~!!

SPY~!!^^

Singin' contest 2010

2010 singin competition in sch had just over
my group, me, jane & manda got 2nd prize
hehe
we were shivering at tat time
but tried our best =)

Kai xin got grand prize! woohooo~
1st time see her sing
her voice is so soft n sweet + stable
admire her lovely voice ♥

During talent contest pulak,
got many types of talent presentation..
got magic show, dancing, ballet, ribbon dance n musical instrument

walao i really admire tat boy tat present a dance
lim wei shen i think? f2 de
he dance quite good
i love dat part where his dance movements matches da music perfectly
i see till "whoa!"
too bad i missed da part he fell on da ground =(

it can be considered as a great day..
everyone had enjoy the fun!


happy~
YinG~21#

im feeling warm!

hey, so happy to see rachel's post here

ya, exactly, this blog is just only visited by me n wen ying n sometimes peh peh

seems like it had been neglected by some of u! do rmb me, the blog shouted! haha

hey purple boy!

i should have to express my appreciation and thousand of thanks to you

recently, u have given me a lot!

when i was alone, u gave me an accompanied

when i was in dark, u lighted the surrounding of mine

when i was in misery, u delighted me and pleased me

when i was in hunger, u rushed me to eat

haha, arent it cute?

although i had many of my first time with many one around me

but still, there r many 1st time between me n you

i never thought of tat too

this is exactly a very pure relationship

it doesnt contain any extra salt or vinegar

it just having a moderate amount of everything

it is pure! and slightly sweet? perhaps.. =p

i never knew tat i had being appreciated

i had being liked, loved, and cared

i appreciate you! for watever u had given to me

to me, im just a very very simple girl, a girl that doesnt have very wonderful looking

neither very awesome voice, very great brain, very nice attitude, very good behavior

that s why i felt curious whenever i gain ur attention

anyway, i just wanted to say,

Thank You for everything From you To Me! =)

hey gurls, 2moro we gonna have singing competition!

i dont feel scare neither worry

how??! should it be good or the way different?

hmm... just take it easy, like what u did at home, in the karaoke, with ur crazy friends! jumping on the sofa, shouting until our throat were in sore

just do it for whatever you can do! jia you! hwaiting!

KHJ! I LOVE YOU..

i mean, kim hyun joong! im sick of you

haha

thats it! bye friends, love ya!

HJane-Khoo<3