Dissapointment

Because u're my best fren,
i care so much bout u
i think i shud not listed u as my best fren
so tat i wouldnt care too much bout u
n tat i would not get hurt by u

It is soo clearly be seen
it can be seen since long time ago
even since b4 pmr
just tat i dont realise it !
im such a dumb !!

I've been askin u da same ques for several times,
it is obviously seen
but u deny it in front if me !
why?
cant u be honest 2 me?
i had admited everything
even da most important secret 2 me
im sorry for haziq
he didnt seems like angry though,
but how he really thinks i dont know ...

u gave him da superr nice bookmark tat i actually asked u to reserve it 4 me
its alrite ...

next, u gave him keychain
i saw it n when i signal to u,
u seems dont care n tryin 2 escape frm tat situation
well, i understands ..

u told me tis time u gona keep tat keychain
but well,
unluckily,
i saw it again on him
are u gona knock ur head tat i saw it ?!

wats all tis? i dont understand !
not clear enuf huh ?!
hey, y so shy ? im ur fren man !

put aside all these gifts,
wat about " i love you " ? huh ?
wat u gonna say now ?

wat about tat personal chat ?
u hide it !
i did not ask u,
becuz i knew it already ...
u was willing to leave us just 2 have tat
n tat was long
u only replied " bye " when someone gonna leave
all these showed tat u're by HIS side !
not us anymore
ur heart is all THERE
duh~

i understand ...
i understand ...
im not breaking u all
i didnt disagree
im not blaming
i just want u to admit n u dun wana do tat !
wat is so hard ?
scared huh?
dont know ?
nonsense !
im furious as long as u did not admit
i dont know why n it is just like tat
n i dont need u to do tat now cuz i dont wana know

stupid !!!
im not caring anymore
im not goin out
u go by ur own
arghh ~


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can i dont write my name here ?