Holidays I : happy or opposite ?

2day i cleaned n arranged nicely items on my room's table
finally i feel " hmm... i did something today! "
tats a really really gud feeling !
awww

den i help mum,
i wash my hat,
i done something tat i wanted to do long ago but havent complete
phew ~
such a relief !

after all these i take a good shower
i was exhausted and tired
but it was valuable :)



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tis morning till afternoon i do my chores
i feel so happy n relax after doin it

but now,
at nite,
i feel soo down after watchin news n an interview show n tv
i dont understand wat im watchin' at
i dont un wat they're talkin about
i dont un wat they're tryin to present to da audience (me)
perhaps im weak in english
or mayb im weak in da sense of hearing
where i cant catch up fast like others do :(

my parents said " how come u dont un ? "
ewww, it hurts .. haiz
im not a genius
im human too
u all understand, good
how old are u guys n how old m i ?
u all learn more than i do
but, is it correct when i blame our age on tis prob ?
i dont know ...

Now i knw tat ::
when u try 2 do something tat u dont know,
it is tiring n it require more energy
=(

Anyhow,
i gotta improve
improve improve, n improve !!


Oh god,
give me wisdom
n improve my hearing
make me catch up faster day by day
n be a genius one day ...
hehee
Amen ~


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